Thursday, December 24, 2009


Sick but funny, funny but sick :D

Friday, December 18, 2009


NT1400,000.oo/= erm that's..... around S$70,000.oo/=

Friday, December 04, 2009

silly Silians

Sof and me at centrepoint catching up over coffee and....
And we ate so much!

Monday, November 16, 2009


My main objective is to help others and if I can't even help my own friends, what motherfuckin' help am I talking about? Life is a bitch.

It is beyond AIDS.

"I think AIDS is overrated. We all die one day, anyway." with a beer in his hand, barely sober, he walked away.

I wont be able to share my views with him in person ever. Even if I were to meet him again someday at the clubs, I don't think I will be able to recognize him. I wonder how many people actually feel that way about getting AIDS.

Friday, November 06, 2009


Quite a breakthrough for 蘇有朋, can't wait to watch it.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Flash Mob Dance

Would you join if u do know of one flash mob dance?

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

改變 康康

Thursday, October 29, 2009


I had my wisdom tooth removed today and it was painless. How amazing. I was at the dental early morning 9:30 am and the dentist was late for 15 mins but when he arrived he was very friendly and very soft-spoken, at that point I knew I was in safe hands... No heavy duty work or exercise today so i will go back to my gym routine only tomorrow :)

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Make up or made up?

I only started noticing the importance of make up recently after a party night out w an old friend and she look a hell lot of difference 'before' and 'after'. :D I shant mention name... in case she's reading this. But knowing her, she only has time for $$$$. 'where got time read other people's old grandmother stories online one...' hahaha!

Tis is for me, to a certain extend, shocking.

Case one:

Case two:

Sunday, October 18, 2009


你一個人失了魂 清晨哭到夜深
不要別人問 我不出聲 一直等
聽你說你心疼 當時好傻 好天真
如果可以我願意 這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你 面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己 像個孩子 躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你 在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情 在明天等著你
然而在你最需要的此刻 請讓我輕撫你

總有一天會有人 一個懂你的人 
如果可以我願意 這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你 面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己 像個孩子 躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你 在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情 在明天等著你
然而在你最需要的此刻 請讓我照顧你

你看破了虛偽 拆穿愛的假面
我會在你身邊 當你傷心欲絕

讓我照顧你 面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己 像個孩子 躺在我懷裡
讓我照顧你 在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情 在明天等著你
當你對這世界失去信任 請讓我照顧你

This is a very gay song - I love the melody and she had delivered it very well with her unique tone. All her albums are sold out here in Singapore, have to wait till record company reprint. Maybe when she come here to do promo I will go see see look look :D

Thursday, October 15, 2009

my sister's keeper

Do you remember when is the last time you actually cry to a movie? I have never cry this much in one movie my whole life. I enjoyed it.

My favourite track from the OST.

My favourite scene, at the beach.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

"World peace"

There were many occasions where I had either read abt Ris Low or hear abt her, on press, on tv or on radio - she disgusts me. I do pity her but I m sorry, she is just so irritating. i m glad that the new replacement is someone much more worthy and intelligent.

Yahoo website:
The new beauty queen said she’s just a regular girl.
She said: "I do not have any convictions or criminal records I enjoy travelling, baking and participating in various sports activities. I’m a good girl." (Pic above)

Yes, yes, e new replacement is a bitch but hey i rather someone bitchy then someone stupid to represent e country. Til today I am still very puzzled by wat the judges saw in Ris Low and who are the panel of judges.... Simply amusing.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

他的風箏 蕭煌奇

就到這裡分手 安慰的話別說
從此不再尋找 不再輕易擁抱

別管我的感受 別怕傷害了我
我怎能不放手 不願讓你牽掛我的寂寞

妳的掌心你的溫柔 點燃了我點燃了寂寞
只要你幸福迎風 我願意沈默

我願 放開雙手 給你自由 給你夢
給你 寬闊天空 飛翔放縱

你說 愛他靈魂 為他犧牲 是認真
你是他的風箏 該由他來心疼

別管 沈默的我 孤獨的我 怎麼過
你要 珍重自己 好好生活

我願 美麗風箏 快樂天真 去遨翔
就算 我一個人 孤獨荒涼

Friday, October 02, 2009

Gam 'Key'?

It is very strange how friends you never thought could actually get along together when introduced become seemingly BFF????! Calmen met Adan > Place: Mambo > Chatted: "Your birthday ah!? Happy Birthday..." > Danced with tequila shots > separately commented that I have "fun" friends. Hmm... like that also can oh?

Sunday, September 27, 2009


My biggest disappointment in the remake of Fame was that this scene is not there. That's like E most important scene in the entire show. There's no point in doing a remake of the original when most important scenes and themes aren't included, it may as well take form of another name and plot. However, I was touched by the new rendition of Out Here On My Own - I like it.

Friday, September 11, 2009


Segamat is a town and district located in the north of the state of Johor in Malaysia, bordering two other states of Malaysia (Negeri Sembilan on the west and Pahang on the north). It is located roughly 172 kilometres from Johor Bahru, the capital city of Johor State. It is 95 km travel distance via North-South Expressway from Johor Bahru to Yong Peng. It is another 77 km via Federal Route 1.

Strategically situated between Kuala Lumpur, Johor Bahru and Singapore, Segamat is a fast growing agricultural oil palm and rubber district, famous for its delicious durians, and the recent slogan used to attract tourists to Segamat is Selamat Datang ke Segamat - Tanah Raja Buah-buahan (Welcome to Segamat - The Land of King of Fruits). Segamat town is a typical medium size town with a blend of old and new cultures. A mere 45 minute drive from town offers a variety of hiking and swimming sites namely the famous Gunung Ledang, Air Panas Waterfall and Bekok Waterfall which make an enjoyable weekend getaway.

Now it kinda make sense cos Mr Tai love durians..... And THAT'S their tallest building! Wah.

I fired her. Again!

"C, I dunt think I am suitable for your jobs. Will invoice you, 30 days payment terms. Tks."

I cannot believe she is still very capable of driving me UP the wall. Over the phone, we have already agreed upon the specs and scope of work for that specific rate, and she simple disregard all that insist that I do more than what we agreed upon. So very her.

Me: I cant do it.
M: we agreed that I only do this this this, for this rate. I m sorry I will not do more.
C: theres also CD face design!
C: but u r finishing soon. then wat u do tomorrow?
M: I still have the remaining stuffs which I have agreed to deliver, I will do those.
C: u need so much time to do those meh?
C: it is understood wat - Cover design is also together with back cover design.
M: C! arms are arms. legs are legs. I only agree to do cover, I never agree to do back cover. sorry.
M: if like that, then tomorrow I wont come in liao
C: but, there! client also wrote here - cover PLUS back cover. (showing me the client's brief)
M: thats between u and client. nothing to do w me.
M: U still want me to do CD face...... wah lau.
M: if u want me to do back cover. Can. Take out one item, and i will do it for you in place of that.
C: Cannot la!!!!!
M: I cant do it.
C: ok loh then u do whatever u say.
She bloody tossed the brief right in front of me on my desk. She is out of her screwed up mind.

Tell me, how to deal w such ah soh?

Monday, September 07, 2009

朱俐靜 vs 符琼音 - Listen

Not too bad... not perfect, but it's fun to watch. Definitely better than 徐佳瑩 + 徐詠琳 - 身騎白馬

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Do take a look and maybe try to send an entry. You could actually win a prize!

Loving You - 劉明湘 Vs Minnie Riperton

One of the few rare renditions of this song that doesn't irritate me, in fact it's pretty impressive. (8:00)

But of course no one beats Minnie Riperton.

"Loving you is easy cos your beautiful ooh....."

"Stay with me while we grow old, we will live in each day in spring time..."

Thursday, September 03, 2009

How strange....

When someone ask/greet you "How are you!" or "What's up!" - its really an exclamation mark and not a question mark.
You don't have to reply in detail or with much obligation to elaborate. Just say "Good." You don't have to mean it.

Sometimes, I do wonder why people even bother asking at all.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

The Blower's Daughter

I wouldn't really label this as singing. It would only be rightful to call this a musical equivalence of having read the best book of your life.

Do you know?

I was told that you are not supposed to say goodbye when u leave a wake. (Courtesy of Ah Leong. Haha....)

Thursday, August 20, 2009

阿嬷嬷 放心 走好

不要哭 让阿嬷嬷 放心 的 走好

Saturday, August 15, 2009



Thursday, August 13, 2009


Due to the recent internet issue i cant seems to upload pics so I had to post my texts first...
Finally I can upload the pics so, here's putting images to my thoughts:

She has EQ of a 1000.

The reason why a lot of people are so caught up with the truth is because they cannot let go. They are just painfully hanging on to it (reads: The truth, their beliefs... etc).

"人生中 需要讲真话吗?
好多时侯 我都没讲真话 因为人生短短 开心就好

For me, over the years, I no longer need to know the truth of everything in life. It is so intangible, so vague, so self-indulging; I choose to live in a lie.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Monday, August 03, 2009

Bangkok July 2009

Saturday, August 01, 2009

Ah-Kua Show

A quote from Emeric, the director of Ah-Kua Show...

Qn: On one hand it seems pretty progressive that in Singapore transsexuals are recognised as their reassigned sex and are able to legally marry (someone of the opposite sex) but on the other, you say you are still being called ‘bapok’ or ‘ah kua’ by strangers. What misconceptions about transsexuals do you most often hear in Singapore?

Emeric: One common misconception is that transsexuals are all prostitutes who hang out at Orchard Towers and Changi Village, soliciting for customers with certain perverse preferences. It's similar to the thinking that gays all love rave parties where they do drugs, get naked and have sex. Just because one group within a community with certain lifestyle practices happens to be most visible at the time does not mean that their conduct applies or is representative of the whole community. We want to show that transsexuals lead responsible lives and contribute just as much as anyone else to Singapore.

And something from Leona...

Qn: Are Singaporean men generally accepting of transsexuals as romantic partners? What are the biggest challenges that you face with Singaporean men compared with non-Singaporean men (and vice versa)?

Leona: Singporean men? Let's not even go there. The cute ones are mostly gay, the straight and cute ones are too short. Lol. It's neither race nor ethnicity, I believe. It's what's down there - I mean the heart.

Friday, July 31, 2009


I think I was very lucky today to have chanced upon this interesting toy. Thks to RRT :D

Sunday, July 19, 2009


I am enjoying this group so much more than 超級星光大道5. Even their post-productions are looking better.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Eng Eng Cheng Cheng

63. Oz next year - Wallaby. 2I/C. 3G. 4th H.Key. Roger, Roger.
Lobo Lobo. Cookhouse, E-mart, Cobra ->Daily routine. Kopi-O kosong. Engineer, Guards, PTI singlets - non-restricted items. AGGRESSOR! :D

3sgRoz: Ay Chan... jus now erh, Shahrin showed me some fotos and I see last time your picture...
CplChan: Oh... gemuk erh? hahaha....
3sgRoz: no no ... ok ....
3sgRoz: but I thought malay.... I ask who erh this malay guy how come i never see before, Shahrin say its CHAN. I say Chan? Look malay. So dark.
CplChan: haha.... Oh, that Thailand pic'zher! Taken 10 years ago. At Thailand training. wa... he still keep that photo...
3sgRoz: Inside his mp3 player.
3sgRoz: Now you are fairer, cannot tell already.
Thailand. Tiger stripes. Uncomfortable.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009


Sometimes we just forget how fortunate we really are and how we have neglected all small things in life that's been taken for granted. This song has a very special effect on me.

Saturday, July 11, 2009


This is the same guy in The Bangkok Love Story...
Alisa在MV裏飾演暗戀好友多年最後卻選擇默默守候,並且唱出好友Tob的苦戀愛 情故事,飾演同志的Tob和Alisa只有一場對手戲。短短五分鐘的MV裏春光乍洩, 導演特地拍出的男男相戀、擁抱、淋浴、為愛掙扎的鏡頭,劇情描寫一對男同志面臨家庭和 愛情的選擇,讓兩人愛得辛苦,最後不得不分手。

MV在送交電視台後回來的反應是「全部都得修掉才能播出」,但為維持故事的完整性,導 演和唱片公司還在傷腦筋,沒想到就發現網路上已經看得到未剪輯完成的MV,對於連番波 折,Alisa不禁嘆氣道:「《如果沒有明天》該不會真的沒有明天吧?」

Friday, July 10, 2009

Play it safe, use a condom

I read this somewhere and I thought I share it with my friends:

"HIV is no picnic, unlike so many Aids council brochures and campaigns seem to (with all good intention I'm sure) imply. Sorry, but I disagree. From what I've seen: You do not go climbing mountains like Magic Johnson when you have HIV. One thing my mate told me stuck with me - he likened HIV to his shadow, to a ghost: it follows you wherever you go, it haunts you 24/7, 365 days a year for the rest of your life. He said "the last thing I know before I fall asleep is that it's there, inside me. The first thing I think of when I wake up is: another day with HIV by my side. HIV is the most loyal and trustworthy partner I've ever had. HIV will never cheat on you or leave you for someone else." That sure scared the hell out of me!! And if someone's scared into having safer sex thanks to my comment, then so much the better! This is not something to be playing games with." MR DISCODAN, Fridae

Wednesday, July 08, 2009


从前, 有一个脾气很坏的男孩,他的爸爸给了他一袋钉子,告诉他每次发脾气或者跟人吵架的时候就在院子的篱笆上钉一根。第一天,男孩钉了37 根钉子。后面的几天他学会了控制自己的脾气,每天钉的钉子也逐渐减少了。他发现,控制自己的脾气,实际上比钉钉子要容易的多。终于有一天,他一根钉子都没有钉,他高兴地把这件事告诉了爸爸。爸爸说:从今以后,如果你一天都没有发脾气,就可以在这天拔掉一根钉子。日子一天一天过去,最后,钉子全被拔光了。爸爸带他来到篱笆边上,对他说:儿子,你做得很好 , 可是看看篱笆上的钉子洞,这些洞永远也不可能恢复了。就象你和一个人吵架,说了些难听的话,你就在他心里留下了一个伤口,像这个钉子洞一样。插一把刀子在一个人的身体里,再拔出来,伤口就难以愈合了。无论你怎么道歉,伤口总是在那儿。要知道,身体上的伤口和心灵上的伤口一样都难以恢复。

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

You are so low.

This idiot today from Equity is the second most irritating person I have ever met during an interview. All full of himself. w/o even a proper greeting, he just sat there, like an elephant, too heavy to move a inch. Not even a handshake. Nevermind. And thru'out the entire meeting, there was no smile, nor comments - good or bad. The only conversation we had was brief and unpleasant. He doesn't listen, and nor was he even interested to hear from me. His statements were biased and to certain extend, silly. No, stupid. I had wanted so much to just stand up and leave. But I didn't and I m glad I didn't, otherwise I would look really unprofessional – and he wasn't worth having me presenting myself that way.

I do learn one thing today : When the chemistry is not there, nothing else matter.

"You obnoxious insecure old-timer, it is people like you that make the local creative industry so painful and distasteful."

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Ally Mcbeal - THE BAR.

For the weirdest reason, all these superstars gathered at this little bar and perform for the barely less than a hundred crowd in the evening and it's amazing. I wish I have a bar like that to go to after a long hard day of work

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Mr Pig!

Thursday, June 11, 2009


Wilber Pan (born 6 August 1980), also known as Will Pan, is an American-born Taiwanese singer, rapper and drama actor, who started his career as a host of Channel V programs. Born into an extremely wealthy family, Pan was raised in West Virginia, United States and later moved to Taiwan at the age of seven. He attended Taipei American School and graduated in 1999. Because of his multicultural background, he is fluent in both Mandarin and English. However, Pan is unable to read and write Chinese. Before launching his acting and singing career, he attended Cal Poly Pomona in the United States, but dropped out for poor grades. He still retains his dual citizenship in the U.S.A. and Taiwan to avert the mandatory military service in Taiwan.

FB - One of those silly quiz

This is so funny - I am a Cindy - Hahahahaa...

Poor doggy

Ah pui's condition hasn't really improve every much still as his eyes are still rather sore and infected. Poor doggy. I need to feed him anti-botics via a syringe every morning and mother will feed him in the evening. The doctor said he will only recover very slowly... But at least he is back to his jumpy self again now.

He needs a jab every once a week for eight times...

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


I took this picture sometime back and isn't it pretty?

Monday, June 08, 2009

Ah-pui's Medical bill $142.00

$38 Consultation Fee
$18 Microscopy Dlogy
$32 Injection
$33 Medication
$21 Shampoo

faint............. O well...

[Made my peace, within. Posting deleted. Life still goes on.]

Sunday, June 07, 2009

poor ah pui

My dog has had a really bad eye infection
I am dead worried

Friday, June 05, 2009


I like her. Hope she will do well. And very well.
She is not your typical cutie pie with beautiful Sandy voice; she is unique and very butch.
It's about time a gay person do us proud.

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Quiet Time - Johann S Lee

"Enough already!" Aidan interrupts, dropping his shoulders and rolling his walnut-colured eyes exaggeratedly. "I. Am. Not. Gay. Sorry to disappoint you, Mum. Can I go now?"

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

The Tai boys

This is how my bf looks like when he was young hahahaha The teeth and the cheeky smile, the silly nonsense they tend to do, and the cuteness in the way they try to pretend to do something looking all innocent but they HAD it all strategized! Little devils.

Monday, June 01, 2009

US gay men mostly getting HIV from main partners

As much as possible I would like to not mention design in this blog but I cant help but to post these posters. I think they are excellent, so direct and effective. I m speaking from a gay man's point of view, I can so relate to it.

They are clear in their message w/o being crude with the visuals. No beautiful boys posing silly looking pretty for the sake of being pretty, and they uses real people san-makeups or hairstyling.

The tagline is often the make or break factor to a campaign and this one absolutely caught my attention. "DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW?" I am a sucker for out-of-the-box solutions and because often in local commercial art, your sales will be caught up with proper English so that they can sell a concept to clients. I have had enough of "Does it read right?", "Do people get it?", "Something's not so smooth with the way it's being phrased" blah blah blah.... To hell with those. I m more concern with making people think after reading than, with the politically correct presentation of the wordings.

Of cos, with such tasteful use of typography, it's just great icing on the cake.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Wonder Girl-Nobody

This one is hilariously hot right now

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

驛 –– 林慧萍 + 黃舒駿

Thanks to Eddy for providing me the source to this ONE absolute all time favourite song of mine:

游目張望 似乎在期待什麼

等待著的姿勢 不安的眼神 
端整的打扮 好像在等待著某一個約好的人

起先他沒有特別留意她 可是時間一久 
一直到深夜落 一直到凌晨一點 
「水, 等你沒等到, 我先走了. 英 留」

有人說她瘋了 有人說曾看見她打開皮箱 
大部分的人都說 在二十幾年前那個夜晚 

有一天他回家的時候 不再看到英的影子 
這風雨無阻的婦人那一天沒有來 第二天的清晨
旅客留言板上有她的字跡 只改了幾個字
「水, 等你三十年, 我先走了. 英 留」

就這樣 斷了線 就真這樣 不再相見
飛出了時間 飛出天邊 飛到另外一個 沒有我的天
經過許多年 所有的眷戀 飄浮在時空裡 沒有終點
人生是一張 泛黃的相片 而我站在車站靜止的畫面

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Ellen Degeneres and Portia Derossi

From one youtube to another... and eventually it brought me to this clip... take a look:
I m not one who believe in marriage but this video is very inspirational, for me.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

The dot.

I m not an activist but i m also not apologetic that I enjoyed myself that day!
Me and Tai in the dot. :D
I remembered that brolly behind us...

Monday, May 18, 2009

16-05-2009 Pink dot event

Bradley, kelvin and me

Friday, May 15, 2009

It is just a really bad flu

Dear friend,
There is a saying 'God knows that you're stronger than most people and that's why he had set you tougher obstacles in life'. I know you have been very strong and capable. Believe in yourself. I believe in you.

Monday, May 11, 2009

开到荼蘼 • 雙陳記

Got really inspired listening to this song...
陳珊妮 what can i say, she is my favourite. I do have many favorites, yes, I know :)

Saturday, May 09, 2009


Friday, May 01, 2009

I am just answerable to myself and nobody else

I have tendered my resignation, AGAIN! But this time round, I don't wish to change my mind, I want to stick to my plan, and that's to leave the shit-hole. I have been putting my own interests on hold for way too long, and being me I have little patience for issues unresolved. Now finally I am free and feeling light on my head. Be happy for me because I am so happy for myself; I have so much I wanna do and this will be a start.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

"Good Morning!"

It is now 5:59am on a Sunday morning :) Feeling all fresh and great cos I stayed up whole night (not doing work but...) watching Project Runway online. :D Decided to post something...

Just occur to me that I have not had anyone greeting me "Good Morning" or me greeting anyone ever since I started work at my current office. It is just not their culture there. At all.

Sunday, April 19, 2009


I bought the CD.

Friday, April 17, 2009

Amazing - NEVER judge a book by its cover

You can easily youtube this subject - Susan Boyle
And please do. To see Simon Cow's expression is already worth it!
Cant embed any videos so, here are the screen shots ....

Susan Boyle is about to sing...

Shes aspired to be the next Elaine Page....

Listening in...
And she sang....

Here are the Lyrics

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high,
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.

Then I was young and unafraid
When dreams were made and used,
And wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung,
No wine untasted.

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hopes apart
As they turn your dreams to shame.

And still I dream he'll come to me
And we will live our lives together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms
We cannot weather...

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seems
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.

Managed to find one embed-able video