Saturday, March 29, 2008

蘇打綠 - 小情歌 MV_完整版

Hon get well and never self medicate!

I've tired...

I m a little upset at someone recently.

It's really not that I intentionally avoid you or didn't wana chat with u on msn but I just have been really busy and busy settling some issues at the moment. Which these issues are extremely important to me. ( I knw "we all have our own issues" - YOU have had all your issues all these time and people around you had tried their best before to help you with them. I KNOW. U are done with your issues.) So its MY time to have MY space.

You "dun understand why we established msn in the first place when I dun wana chat". PLEASE. You cant come into my life after like 10 years and expect me to do what - pretend that we are best friends? Many people choose to just keep their silence but I am not them, I will speak up - like it or not. It's time you learn to deal with me. I think I already did what i can the best way i knw how. Be appreciative. For a start you have no rights to msn me those craps.

Trust your friends (or rather, people you consider friends to begin with) a little more, believe that they really have their own lives over here in Singapore. Of cos some harsh words were exchanged and I really duno how to rectify that. BUT I shall leave it as that. I think it's better for us that way. Enough damages done (words can be so bloody sharp).

[No comments will be published on this entry. Read for fun and let's move on with our lives.]

Sunday, March 23, 2008

I am just very grateful that everything is ok. For now.
And thanks hon.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008


If only I can just gather enough courage and move on... Peace. Need it.

Monday, March 17, 2008

nonsensical posting

A cold monday morning... there isnt any rain but it feels colder than usual. I brought one sweater and one adidas jacket to work, it will get freezy at work.... *sneeze sneeze* imagine, I m wearing three layers.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Singapore Idol 2004

梅英 version

Joanna Dong version

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Feeling Feeling song

Feel-good songs

Sunday, March 02, 2008


I dun think what he did is something to be proud of but it nothing to really feel ashamed of either. Like him or not, he's got his charms and with his kinda looks - phew! he will get away with many things/mistakes.
"It's better to loved and lost than never to have loved at all" - Li-Ann, The Leap Years

Saturday, March 01, 2008

I have never believe in the term 'unconditional love'. Nothing to me is so-called 'unconditional'.
Even with your parents and best friends... there will always be an intangible condition, like it or not.
Of course, I would love to believe that I am wrong.
Ms-SLIM would be more than happy to bitch me to this :D HOR?

Anyway, this morning I have received an email (from Karen) and this touched me:

How To Dance In The Rain

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80s, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb.

He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him.

I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.

I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him, And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?'

He smiled as he patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is.'

I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought, 'That is the kind of love I want in my life.'

True love is neither just physical or romantic.
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.
'Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.'

Conditional or unconditional, I am glad that I found mine.